the end of us – the start of my better life

when u decide to leave me
i feel like a cold breeze has been hit my heart
when u said its better for us to be separate
i feel like dizziness not only come to my head but also my heart too
and i realize that we aren’t in good order anymore
we just need time to understand and make a good decision

those words feels like a big hammer which crush over my heart
cold meat has getting a great beat in my head
we aren’t good enough to continue this relationship
how funny we are right now
we can’t smile nor cry
we just can see our shadow leaving further away

let’s just say goodbye for the past
and say heloo for the future
let’s have a big smile for people around us
just forget our bad terms
it just a little mistake so we can growing up better

My Partner of life

I write this post almost 01.00 in the dark morning… hhahha… after a long time I didn’t do any post, don’t know why I feel suddenly have an idea to write something… this is about my relationship with my boyfriend. I already became his girlfriend since May 2009. It means our relationship has been 2 years. I like his personality. His not handsome (I don’t like handsome guy… because they are so boring… hhahha…), his have good speaking ability, hard worker, and patient to handle my bad personality (hhahha… I’m not really a good girl actually). Now, after I build this 2 years relationship with him, he suddenly became pessimistic. I don’t know why. He lost his confident to continuing our relationship. He thinks that his family background will became a hard thing if we want to continue this relationship to the next step. Actually I don’t really care about family background in the past time because If we continue to the next step it means our relationship become the first of priority and our big family will become 2^nd priority (that’s what I think…). Now I don’t know what I should have to do to persuade him. It might become the end of our relationship… what I just want to say to him is I love him so much and I don’t want to left by him.

with Love

Cha_Rizuka