I write this post almost 01.00 in the dark morning… hhahha… after a long time I didn’t do any post, don’t know why I feel suddenly have an idea to write something… this is about my relationship with my boyfriend. I already became his girlfriend since May 2009. It means our relationship has been 2 years. I like his personality. His not handsome (I don’t like handsome guy… because they are so boring… hhahha…), his have good speaking ability, hard worker, and patient to handle my bad personality (hhahha… I’m not really a good girl actually). Now, after I build this 2 years relationship with him, he suddenly became pessimistic. I don’t know why. He lost his confident to continuing our relationship. He thinks that his family background will became a hard thing if we want to continue this relationship to the next step. Actually I don’t really care about family background in the past time because If we continue to the next step it means our relationship become the first of priority and our big family will become 2nd priority (that’s what I think…). Now I don’t know what I should have to do to persuade him. It might become the end of our relationship… what I just want to say to him is I love him so much and I don’t want to left by him.
with Love
Cha_Rizuka
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